sehari lepas merdeka...

Assalamualaikum,,

juz nk citer,,we are one family!!!kte org da bebaek!!!sukenye ble dy ceria..tengx7...td kat kelas,,froggy jht ouh..abes tudung aq dikerjekan,,also sme gak ngan itu munyet..bnyk kasi masalh..ayo~~bleyh end up kt tnjg rmbutan..yg itu munyet plak,,x abes2 nk buli aq...pdhal aq yg blg duster kt dy dluw ek...ha3...pstu dy bls dendam..abe ar meja aq jd itam,,gelap...ha3...

Td mse agame aq borak2 ngan kwn aq..echa ngan metafora x de..aq borak ngan jannah,,simile ngan ana..ntah camne temasok plak citer psl org nih..ish2..nseb bek dy x kwn aq..klaw x,abes ar aq jd mgse ke-berape dy...ade udang disebalik spagethi meatball btul bdk uh..mke ke bajet bek,,hati x pnh cuci agknye...

Wktu math plak,,ckgu tade,,,so aq borak2 ngan aina n ain..pergh,,kte org borak2 mcm nak ape seyh...pstu aq tny ar aina,,keliwon dgn dy ade pape kew dlu...aina kate DULU...skang da sejarah da..e'eleh..yela sgt...ain plak kecian,,aq juz nk ckp kecian..x mau lbeyh2..nty hippo bce pstu msti gtaw ain..mampos aq wat kali ke-2..
Hippo,,jgn nk ckp pape..

Mse balik uh,,ain kate yg datok uh x encem...aq x kesah lowh...yg penting...aq ske..
ha3...sngal da plak..pstu tebocor ar rhsia si roti canai..kecian dye...msti x sggup mghadapi revolusi dunie..sbb tu rmbut dy lepe sbb bnyk gugur..ha3..pndai aje aq wat citer,,..td dye jln menghale aq ngan kengkwn,,pstu aq snyum n aq ckp ar rotti..cannai..eksen mcm mamak2..pstu dy pelik je au tgk aq..tu la..slalu knekan aq,,arinie aq knekan dy blik..

k,,lah smpai disinie aje diari aq pde hari khamis,,30.7.09....skian..

D0nt c@R3!!!! (Dont care)

nak cter ape yg belaku aritu,,juz sebab pekare kecil,,dan dye sengaja nk membesar2kan keadaan..jadi sume kucar-kacir,,baru datang skola and borak2...tbe2 tersalah cakap and dye mule mengamuk,,habes dy debuk aq..
well what can i say,,me and my big mouth...it's not aq sengaje pown...lagi pown dengan kengkawan rapat..dye x caye yg kte orang bleyh smpan rhsia..tp aq x ckp pon spe org yg kacau dye..aq juz ckp ade org kenyit mate jea..dye tu sengaje nk tgk aq hidup sengsare..aq memang x patot ckp camni,,tp itulah pandangan aq kat dye..pstu dye trus x layan aq,,kire merajuk la..aq da pujuk dye..adek aq pown x mengade mcm dye..malam tu aq pown cumen2 ngan dye..

aq ckp:i'm sorry..please 4give me..i'm not perfect..

dye ckp:i know ur not perfect but just try 2 be perfect...
i can not 4 give u untill u know whats wrong with u
and
u know how to try be perfect eventhought u can't be perfect...

*(Ish,,aq bleyh terime lagi)

aq ckp:but wat ever i try,,
i always bump onto smting...
i always fall,,i always run away from problems..
how can i try to be perfect??
how???

dye type:thats ur problem...
try to avoid that...
try to be matured..
try to know hows your self..
i heard many peole dont like you...
so try to change ur self..

Aq mmg da ckup sabar jea time tu..dye suruh aq berubah,,n dye x mau berubah,,

aq pown ckp:let other people hate me...
but i dont wanna let you hate me..
tell me..
how to change??
how can i be myself??
how can i jump from rocks if i dont have the strength to it...

Pastu dye x balas,,aq x tau sebab ape,,tp aq rase dye tu x adel...aq x kesah,,biar la dye bace post nie..i dont care pasal dye sekarang..ske sgt tengok orang sedeyh,,biar dye rasekan balik..itu yang aq post mcm2 sblum nie..its about how i feel..kadang2 aq rase aq nie sellfish,,ye,,mmg aq selfish tp ini hanye pndgn aq..

just to show wat i think of her..
dye senang nak suroh aq berubah tapi kenape dye x nk berubah skali??!!
ingat dye tu dah baek sangat??huh,,sorry ye..tapi dis wat i feel about her..
dye memang laen..dulu dye nampak macam lebeyh matang,,tp skarang dye bukan berubah jadi baek,,tp berubah kepade berpura2..
pura2 yang dye tu sopan santun..
hish..dah la..buat dosa aq jek..
tapi aq just nak dye tau yg kte blajar dri kesilapan..dan jgn takot untk buat silap..
aq terima ape yg dye kate psal aq,,aq harap dye terime ape pndapat aq kat dye..
yes,,lenka was right,,a trouble is a friend..
sometime kawan sndiri nk cari trouble..
smtime kwan sndiri SENGAJE nk besa2kn keadaan..yeah..mmg btul..aq jahat,,rmai org bnci aq,,tpi ini hidup aq,,hidup yg skali je aq dpt rasekn..biar la orang nak kate ape..aq terime..sbb aq dpt pengalaman untuk berubah dri kata2 mereka..


AQ NAK MINTAK MAAF KAT BUDAK YANG DIGELAR "RESPONSI"..
***you know who you are***

cHaNgE...

You asked me to change,,
you ask cause you think im terrible,,
im agree with you,,
i know that im so terrible,,horrible,,and maybe a disaster kind of girl..
but why are pointing everything to me??
why cant you see that you are not perfect too???

Just because you have the looks,the smile,,
people will like you??
DREAM IT!!!
you're just pretending,,you're just acting..
stop pretending,,people don't care a damn thing if,,
you be your self cause it's who you are,,
this is not who you are,,
we make mistakes,,
and we suppose solved it together..

But no,,you're not like that,,
you just want me to face it all alone,,
what about you??
sitting,relaxing and laughing at me cause i have a misarable life?????
is that true??!!!
you're wrong my friend,..you cant stomp me like that easily,,
you need to change..
you need to wake,,from your dream,,
i agree that im not matured,,people hated me,,
but i wanna change,,i know im not perfect..
you're not perfect..we are not perfect..
stop showing that you're nice,,sweet..polite..
it makes me sick!

Yes,i am jealous of you..
but dosen't mean that i cant change,,
i'm trying,,but aren't you trying??
i hope you are trying,,trying to be nice..
not nice to show off..but nice in heart..

LIFE IS FULL OF HATENESS...

i dont care if you wanna hate me,,
you can tell anyone about me,,
i dont mind..
you can be mad at me..
i dont see whats stoping you,,
you can "caci-maki" me,,
i dont see whats the problem..
why dont i care??
because im not your friend..
but the one thing i care is,,
if my friends did this to me..

I know,,i can see it..
im not perfect,,dont have to tell me..
i have the stupidest,,uncontrol anger,,and never think of what i do..
but it never bothers me..i know it bothers you..
why dont i bother??
cause i know im not perfect..but why do you have to bother??
its not your life..its mine..let me control it..
while im alive..

Your angry at me,,
because of what i did..stop hiding in your shadow,,
anybody can critic about you but they will never mean it..
why??
cause they also did the same thing like you..
i just wanna tell you that,im your friend,,they are also your friend..
we share stories,,dilema's,,dreams together..
can't you see!!
i always feel like your me and im you..
stop acting like a fool my friend,,
cause you cant be the only fool without me,,

Stop making small things grow..
the bigger it grow,,
the faster we split,,
because of me,,because of what i did,,
but its because of you too..
you just wanna see people in pain..you just wanna see we broke as friends..
why are you doing this to me??
why cant you forgived me???
why cant you felt more pity of me??
i kept thingking of what i did,,
day and night about what you're not satisfied,,

You told me to change,,
you told me to think,,
you told me many people hated me..
I'll change,,i'll think..
but not for other people,,
not for people to like me..
but for..
MY FRIEND...FOR MY FRIEND WHO HATED ME..
FOR MY FRIEND WHO SPIT'S AT ME,,
FOR MY FRIEND THINKS IM STUPID..
FOR MY FRIENDS SAKE..

I'll change for others when you're happy..
I'll think for others when you think of me..
But how can i change if you're not helping me,,
i need someone to be here next to me,,
i need someone to guide me to change,,
i cant do alone,,i dont have the strength to do it...
will you help me???

im stuck without a light,,
im lost without a map,,
i cant change without a friend..
the friend who help me is the friend who wnats me to change,,
the friend who dosen't want people to hated me,,
the friend who will protect me when im in danger,,
the friend who sacrifice it;s time for changing me..

my life is full of hateness,,
because my friend think i can change alone..
what am i doing???typing some silly things for you,,
cause you wont even help me..but leave me in life of hateness...

I DONT CARE A DAMN THING OF WHAT OTHER THINK!!!

hari bosan bergerak...

Wat a boring day yesterday..
huhuhuu...
ya..konon je dtg umah aisyah nk dtg awl..
tp x gak,,die lmbt gosok tudung n kte org bleyh borak2..
smpai jam da kul 12.30..huhuhu...

smpai skola aq da smgt..x tau nape..
tp ble smpai mse tu,,aq dibenci...msh x tau nape..
aq pon larikan diri..sorok tepi block c,,pstu lri ke gelanggang..
agaknye aq pilih kwn yg bijak loe..
die orang dapat trace aq smpai ke gelanggang..
aq malas nk lyn ape yg ade kt sekeliling aq..so aq wat dek je ah..
akhirnye tggl la sorang je yg bejaye pujuk aq..
itu pon aq ketawe sbb nmpk lalat atas kpale die and dat gurl is..
my only twin gurl..aisyah..huhuhu thanx!!

So spanjang aq betugas,,aq lepak ngan athirah jerk..
aq da x tau nk pujuk die cmne lagi..aq da thn die,,
aq da ckp mcm2 kat die,,tp kepale die keras sgt,,
aq biarkn jek..biar la die nk benci,,aq takot die x maafkn aq..

wlaupun dtg2 skola da ade wrestling,,tp aq suke time blaja..
aq,ain,aina gi bengkel,,aq n ain wat jahitan..aina hntr kte org jek..
bez ar jgak..aq dpt jmpe rmai bdak wktu rehat form 2 sbb nk cri ckgu..
punyela ssh..hihihi..

wktu blik,,kene bace al-mathurat,,..tp ckgu tu bace lmbt loe..
mmg btul kate aisyah,,ble bace slow jd x igt...
dhuhaa kate die nk gtau zorro yg ade org suke die..
aq rase zorro tu smart ar jgak..tp mcm bulan daa...
so kononnye aq nk temankan si dhuhaa,tp x jmpe..
pstu teserempak ngan panda,,
kaki die sakit loe..
kecian aq tgk die..

laz skali aq jln ngan ecah,hippo,,ngan kwn die..
aq bnyk kali dpt kenekan hippo au..
puas rsenye ati...
hihihi..sory hippo!!im not a hamster!!
k,lah,,bbye..

Kuda dn demam...

yosh!!

bez ar tadi naek kude..wlaupun demam,,tp sape nk lpskn peluang??
aq x mcm adek aq yg sorang uh,,,die mcm nk ape dah siap2 pkai sluar treck,,(yg laen pkai sluar jeans)

Mle2 aq demam skit,,pstu bapak aq bwk gi penawar...
lambat ah nk mnunggu...
let juz skip ckp psl demam...

Balik dri klinik,,aq gi solat asar pastu mkcik,cousins aq dtg..
kite orang naek kude kat UTM..(hahahaha)
sbb sdare aq nk naek kude(aq pon nak jgak!)
wlaupun aq demam,,aq eppy gak sbb dpt ikot..
skali ade orang tu kate ape ntah..pastu kene ikut die..

Ade mcm Hari Keluarga and smthing like that...
Nmpk a couple bdk skolah yg dari kelab equin...
aq rase mcm bez jek tengok die orang masuk kelab equin..
Jelez pon ade gak au...,,..

Aq naek stu kali equals tu 3 round...
sdare aq gan adek aq yg laki tu dh bape kali ntah naek...
mase aq ngah naek tuh,,tibe2 enfon aq berbunyi..

Pergh!
bru nak bermesra ngan nature,tp technology dah called..
spe lg klau bkn aisyah..(hehehe)

k,lah..aq nk tnjuk gmba plak..









Doakan aq dpt tukar sukan yek!!gamba aq x yah ler nk tengok...

Cengkerik oh cengkerik..

Yoe!
aritu sains ade blaja pasal cengkerik au,,ps2 kte dpt bwk blk bnyk cengkerik...
5 aje...bekas petame ade 2 ekor,,nme die sewel n sngal,,,aka me n aisyah,,
bekas kedua ade 3 ekor,,semput(fiqa da tukar nme),senget and slenge,,

SEDEYH DOE.....LAST2 SI...SI...SI...

SENGET MATI...HUHUHUHUHU,,,

Aisyah da sedey je uh...ps2 bwk blk umah tnm die and lepaskn yg laen2...

sbelum uh kt skola,,kte kasi die mkn daun,,agknye x direstu owt die mkn daun uh sbb daun uh aq ambek dri amir nye bekas...he3...

Amir!kau tarok racun ea???hbis si senget tu da mati...dats all!!

5 S???

Assalamualaikum,,...

Skang kite orang kat skolah ade gelaran 5 s,,S petame is..

Aisyah-sengal
Me-Sewel
Ain-slenge
Rais-Senget
Afiqah-spontan

tu je..nk gtau tu je,..thats all..ini sume hanyalah rekaan dan tiada kaitan dengan yang mati..tp aisyah punye je benar..sbb die mmg sengal pon..wasalam

My Aunt and cousins eps.1

Assalamualaikum,,..

Last Saturday(4.7.09), I went to the Senai Airport to pick up my aunt and my cousins who lived in the United States of America. I was so excited that day coz it;s been 2 years since the last time we met. Earlier, my family and I or me and my family went to Angsana to buy a few gifts or greeting gifts or even just a gift for my 2 cousins. The first one is a boy, he's 7 and a half but he's already my size! The other one is a girl, she's 5 and a half and she looks so matured that you wont guess that she is 5.

Ok,, I want to show you all their picture's coz I don't have a single idea on what to write..