okay this is the second post fr today -.-""

haha trlalu active harini !

don't worry this time punye post pendek je .

The best, missed, fun post I've ever had :

(just click it , if interested lahh)

1. Sukan Day 2010

2. study or babling group ?

3. missing

4. the old you

5. just the way I AM :)

haha kadang-2 bile bace balik tu I'm like ...

"Erkk -.-"

"okay ... kau merepek ape ni?"

"awww I miss that too :)"

my hand was 'itchy' *gatal* untuk mncari post-2 lame :D

too bad message ym yg lame dh expired :(

boo hoo .

drrrrr -.-""

days at school are getting boring-ER . plus with all those unrecommended dramas that seriously turns school into a set/shooting place -.-'

the most exciting thing at school is when 'murid-2 dbenarkan pulang' ! he** yeah !

but at the same time no drama no life . true ? .... dunno . maybe yes maybe no but it dosent have to be everyday or every minute . but again I don't know .

noticed that there are toooo many 'buts' =.=

so whats the conclusion ? well to me hidup mesti tau batas limit dia and tolonglah jangan kejar benda yang tak bawa manfaat langsung (!) dalam hidup . its just like wasting your time . and again maybe I'm wrong . but who cares right ? :)

take my hand (?)

whoaaa it feels so relieved(?) when you finally manage to achieve something that was hard in the begining !!

okay Jjong nampak cool dsini :P

yeayy finally I can change chords

easily !!

tapi tkdelah sepantas kilat -.-

cume dh memorize sikit-2

and nowwww ....

dh pandai main lagu

'Can't help falling in love with you'

by Elvis Presley .

haha lagu jiwang an ?

tapi its one of the easiest song that I can play .

yelahh kite mane amek lessons .

somehow it reminds me of

"yelah orang tkde SPM"

lol angkat tangan sape kenal dialog tu!

the chords in the song are pretty easy .

:D

act nak try main lagu 'suspicious mind'

to me lagu tu lagi daebak .

but bile main je , feels like tkde sound langsung -.-"'

gtg .

study time .

paiting !!!

:)

p/s: Aisyah,yup. but if you think its ur bestest choice, tk salah pon asalkn kuat sudah :D



heylo :)

its been 3 days since I last update -.-" sorry fr dh lame tk update coz lately ni busy with "the trying to-be a perfectionist in everything" *which I cant*

^ ayat macam tk boleh blah lak an :P

Actually banyak sangat homework jadi malas nak update :P mianhae .

I'm sorry that I am not the kind of girl that wears 4 inches of powder , a very thick red lipstick , a very black emo 'celak' alaa I forgot the english word and ape tu , eyeliner (?) .  yup I don't wear such things so please don't compare me to those others who love to wear make-up :)

to me cukuplah sekadar tepek bedak tu pon tk payah sampai nak berinci-inci and spray perfume sekali sembur pon jadi lah . jadi tolonglah ingat , tk semua manusia tu same ^^v

heyy :)

8.30 am

went to tuisyen . yes I know saye budak rajin :D

10.30 am

help my mother at the kitchen . again saya budak rajin :))

1.30 pm

went out pergi rumah tok . had lunch their . and went to buy some durians which was not my favvy .

4.00 pm

went to Jusco Tebrau . bought two new books . 1 english 1 bahasa . stabil sikit :P

then eat kat Chicken Rice Shop . pastuuuu this is the best ,, my sister punye bracelet tercicir . then ade sorang guy ni *tall, iranian or arabic if not mistaken, speaks english fluently* . he called me pastu I turned around and he said "I think this is yours" and gave me the bracelet . and I was like "ohh oke thank you ^^v"

and he smiled at me :D:D:D:D

haha okay enough . he was waiting his girlfriend -.-"'

bought a new earphone . comel gileee !!

8.30 pm

arrived home and was tired . jadi bbye :)

ku ciptakan lagu ini

bukan skadar lagu indie

lagu ini tentang perasaan hatiku pada si dia dia dia

dia bagaikan bulan yg menerangi malam

bagai bintang yg mengindahi sekalian alam

bagai matahari yg terus senyum setiap pagi

shadada..

1 2 3 ku majukan langkahku

cuba menghampirinya, cuba untuk memiliki dirinya

meski dia pernah buat ku jatuh

sampai air mataku gugur

namun aku masih tetap berdiri

tetap berdiri setia menanti

terlalu banyak ingin diluahkan

tapi cukup aku menciptakan

sebuah lagu untuknya

tandanya aku.. aku sayangkan dia

^ I just so love the lyrics .

its a song written by Sheera Sanders .

youtube acc monsterbabe12 .

the title of the song is 'aku sayang dia'

so love it :)

'paiting' :D

heyyo :)

harini PIBG dayyyy 

had so much fun and also heartbroken -.- 

haha okay okay dh stop jiwang-is ni .

anyway , harini tolong cikgu-cikgu ERT 

kemas-kemas barang . haha bakal isteri mithali lah katekan :D

okay stop naik bakul angkat sendiri -.-''

have fun snapping pictures here and there .

and got gamba DIA !!! but unfortunately he is taken =.=""""

booo die man booo ! haha .

got no mood at all . 

gtg bbye :)

*p/s Dia!! dh over -.-''

wait , what ?? huhh ?? ohh ... ohh .. okay I don't care ^^v

heylo :)

tadi sekolah -.-""

okay sooo tired right now .

will blog again later . papai :)

heylo :)

sorry coz dh lame tk blogging . kinda lazy nak type :P

hmph , holiday's gonna end soon right ? wait , end soon means tomorrow ?! okay how come I didn't realize that part  -.-""

well I just hope my homeworks are finish(ed)

I feel like its better to lose than winning something that would make you suffer or bertambah dosa....

fine I know maybe some of you will disagree with this but I don't know , huh maybe just maybe its the right sentence for me to believe right now .

It's just frustrating to find out that you were ask(ed) to do something secara tiba-tiba -.-'' I mean like it's not like tk biasa but come on lahh sekarang zaman dh ada handphone . kalau tkde credit pon tel rumah kn ade . drrrr ==""

okay enough . cukup ! 

haha gtg schools waiting fr me . 

-.-""" 

fattening

Wan Nadhirah , please stop munching food right now ! You are going to cause your body a lot of trouble you know ! Well itulah aku sejak dua menjak cuti nih =.='' always searching for foods . dasaaaat betul . asyik-asyik nak makan , kunyah , telan . nanti berat badan naik diri sendiri jugak yang membebel -.-'' 

hadoii holidays sure are fattening me >,< takut je naik sekolah nanti first orang tanya "awak pelajar baru ye?" tak pon "ehh wan.... awak dah... makin sihat ...." haha macam-macam dialog muncul kat kepala 0.o 

Okay can somebody please tell me why Alexander dh tak tweet ?? booo so sad >,< 

ever find yourself in a situation where the person that you trust is the one that you can't trust ? 

well I did . and I hate the fact that she dosen't trust anybody . I mean like am I nothing to her ? am I just a crazy kid who tells her story and laugh for about 5 minutes before she said she didn't trust me ? I hate to know that it's true . I tried to throw that thought a way but who knows that it was true . 

Fine , I understand that in this world you can't trust anybody but that anybody has feelings too . so don't try to tell the world that you trust nobody . if you don't agree with me then try to shout your facts at the window cause I don't think people at Europe sana dengar !

Maybe some would say , "alahh maybe she didn't meant you"

hahh I thought of that too but in the end if you read it a billion times you know that you weren't the exception . you are just the same .

to you who thinks you're the one I'm talkin' about today , is this true , friend ? hmph .. I bet that you don't understand what I am telling you right now . what my heart said bad things while my brain tries to push it away . I don't think you understand . But hey it's okay , I can just switch my sincere thoughts , smile bout you to faking smile mode . it's just that easy . don't worry you won't have to hear all my nags , rant and opinions from now on cause I know you don't trust me .

I am also sensitive just like you .

*sorry fr the grammar error*

International UTM Johor Horse Show 2011 .

*title mcm tu if not mistaken .

so today bangun awal pagi-pagi pegi tengok horse show .

sampai je mc cakap

"okay kita akan berehat sebentar dan sambung pada pukul 12.30 nanti. diharap para penonton dapat hadir untuk melihat horse jump selepas ini"

err okay . sampai je dh rehat kot ==''

tkpe nasib baik ade carnival so kite orang pergi jelah melepak kat sane sementara menunggu kuda rehat .

memanah memang best ! seriously this is my second time main and it was wonderful :)

got 2 arrows kena red *near middle*

my results kira 'miss a' lahh .

our family semua main except fr the little ones .

and sedar tk sedar dh nak pukul 12.30 ,, semua cepat2 main sebab nak tengok horse jumping . then ayah kata nak beli air and some foods . yelah takut lapar ke haus ke .

jadi siap2 lah nk beli potato spring tu . alaa yg potato lekat kat batang . delicious :P

bile dh siap segala bagai uh . cepat2 pergi kt track kuda tu . mase otw tu terdengar mc kata

"selesai sudah acara horse jumping. kita akan berehat sebentar dan akan terus sambung horse jumping kelas yg seterusnya pada pukul 1.30 nanti"

errr okay ==""" kite orang lmbat 20-30 minit je kot . sihuuut je --"

malas nak tunggu jadi balik jelah . haha memang tkde jodoh nk jumpe kuda laa nmpknye .

dialog naqiah ;

naqiah : akak ni horse laki .

me : camne naqiah ta..... ouhh okay --""

tenesmus . please jangan datang selalu sangat . please ? thank you :)

It's just I don't like to have a premature ventricular contractions all the time . ALL THE TIME tau --''

oke skip . happy holidays y'all :)

I am *cough* so *sneeze* sick .

yup I am sick .

got light headache , mucus allover , and cough sini sane .

so sad to know that I won't be able to go the kem tomorrow .

jadi now kena stay kt rumah ~

seronok gak coz holiday kn . means no homework !!

ehh wait , holiday lahh cikgu nak kasi homework --'

booo got no mood to story-mory . jadi bye :)

can I sing ? can I dance ? can I shake ?

* okay sorry *

haha . statement above tu ade kaitan with what happened today .

jeng jeng jeng ~

exams over dude !!!

it's gone .... for now .... it will come again soon ....

okay enough speaking tonggang terlanggang .

story mory time ~

today , I think I loikeee my tudung Puteri Islam <3

finally I can get the angle right .

Exam seni was like a slice of pizza :D

yeahh sebab none of us studied it .

seriously we all answered it within the first 15 minutes XP

I guess we are not into arts .

mianhae teacher :)

nothing else *kot*

bye :)

:)

Okay so today was the last day of our first exam . I was a bit happy tapi also kinda nervous fr my results .

today our school had a sports day fr the special students *pend. khas*

our school was the 'Tuan Rumah' this year . which means that other schools who have special students in Johor were gathered at our school .

something happened during recess . a boy , from another school came to me and asked me where the toilet is . because he was younger than me *wild guess* I offered myself to show him where the toilet is . and so off I went with this little boy . I asked him how old he was ... just as I thought , he was 3 years younger than me .

I don't know how to say this but he is a one smart boy . he will be sitting fr UPSR this year and he got 5A fr the final exam last year . To be honest , I was shocked . how can this smart boy be in a special class ? But I can't say much . maybe he had other illness that I don't know . I then asked him how did he come to this school , by bus or by his teacher's car . he answered , by teacher's car . he continued something which makes me feel kinda sad to hear . he said , I came here by my teacher's car because I am a special student . I was like don't know what else to say . I just felt pity fr the boy .

After I took him to the toilet I send him back to the field . and I told him to study well and he smile waving his hands and said "Terima Kasih ye" . I was like 'terharu' after seeing the way he thanked me . eventhough I don't really mind helping him but the way he thanked me was like , speechless because if you compare this boy with a normal student , I bet those normal students wont thanked you like that . But this boy , eventhough he is a special student he is so polite .

That boy makes me realized that not every normal people can be normal and not every special people are weak . They are also humans and they might not have the ability to be a normal people like we are but they have the speciality that we normals don't have . I just want to say , thank you fr waking me up :)

okay SCIENCE thank you fr being nice to me but please stop bullying me . stop making me feel nervous .

rumusannya science adelah senang and of course setiap kesenangan tu datang dgn kesusahan . jadi science susah !

hahaa . konpius an ? same with me :(

don't know how to express those feelings .

booo . haha bbye .

post kali ni tk masuk akal jadi segala KE-TIDAK-MASUK-AKALAN amat dikesali :)

PMR candidate

heylow :)

tajuk macam2 an ?

haha well its true .

I am a PMR candidate this year .

sad right ?

*abaikan .

okay straight to the point .

tadi after maghrib , I wear this paper thingy on my head .

it says 'PMR candidate =="'

My mom saw that and she dared me to wear it .

we were going to eat out so she dared me wear it sepanjang masa .

and so I did :)

challenge accepted .

seriously I did .

see I told you I did !

haha .

and everyone started looking at me .

omygod I guess this is what it feels like being a pop star .

*abaikan --'

many eyes were looking at me .

and only god knows how I felt .

I felt like crying .

but I try to be positive .

its not like I'm going to be like Lady Gaga or what .

there are only 2 people who are brave enough to ask me why and I respect them :)

jadi rumusan disini ;

I did it and got RM5.00

okaylah tu kan ?

I want to do it because nanti when I grow up ,

and people ask "whats your PMR year memory?"

at least I've got a story to tell :)

okay gonna stop now .

bbye . goodluck :)

math is wonderful =="

oke just by reading the title , you know that its fake :D

math ? math ? what is math ?

is it just numbers that you count or shapes with areas ?

math is just math .

what we really need in our daily life using math is only ;

1. addition

2. subtraction

3. multiplication

4. division

thats what we really need in daily life.

tapi kenape kena ade transformation , circles , loci , midpoints , pi r square and other formulas ??

adoyaii . pening kot nk paham sume ==""

why ?

nobody can really answer that .

haha and I even told my dad about it too . and this is his response ;

"one day you will be an astronaut in space. and suddenly your computer that selama ni do all your calculation/job went 'cuckoo'. and that day you will remember yourself talking about this conversation with me how you were so menyesal"

ade ubah sikit ayat :P

hahaha I response back to him saying

"if I don't/can't master maths how can I be an astronaut?"

and there was a silence awkward . haha even my dad dont know how to explain it to me :D

exam kali ni memang satu penyeksaan yg sodapp =="

excuse me fr saying this but I think utk first exam sepatutnye masukkan form1 chp 1-5 , form2 chp 1-5 and form3 chp 1-3 . try to balance kn lahh kot ye pon .

ni tak , baru first exam dh compress THE WHOLE chapters from form 1 , 2 and a little bit of form 3 .

omygod seriously ?! hmphh .

I guess this is fr my own good '__'

they said we're too young to be stressed , tension , frust .

but they forgot who made us become like this .

yeah (?)

finally exam sejarah sudah menjadi sejarah !

haha . seriously happy :)

okay2 tadi exam B.I and boyyy literature was so a little bit hard haha/:P.

I manage to answer 5-6 wuestions right (I guess) and 3-4 wrong .

*hahh asal b.i aku cm pelik nih?

thats why Ching Kai said "B.I , literature was like sh*t "

haha LOL . I couldn't agree with you more .

for the past 2-3 weeks of studying , I noticed that when I study , I always bring something with me . and of course that thing is FOOD . omygod seriously in a danger zone . what to do ? studying is boring , it makes me sleepy so in order to make awake , I need something to chew , swallow or something that can make my taste bud happy . huuuu but my fats are not going to be happy with me :(

booo ! haha I'll try to replace those FOOD with something else (I guess) . anyway , still got 5 more days till the first torture ends . it really feels like a burden being in the chosen one . it motivates me for a while but then I felt like what if I'm not great/good enough to be in the chosen one after this ? and that question keeps playing in my head which makes me study very hard now and which will lead me to become fat =="" *pls said its a nightmare*

oppss times up . study time again . see ya :)

the truth : science

8 years old ; "ohh I don't want to study about living things and non living things, lengths and batteries. Its so simple. I want to learn about chemistry/kimia , biology and experiments which can go KABOOOM"

15 years old ; "okay I get it , now please take me back where I was still studying living things, animals and non living things, lengths and batteries"

the truth : teenager

10 years old ; "Yeahh I'll be a teenager in no time ! Life is gonna be so much fun ! I just can feel it :)"

15 years old ; "Huuu if only I can be a kid again. Where I dont really have huge problems, where life was sooo much easier :("

the truth : growing up

12 years old ; "Omygod I can't wait to grow up !! Have a superb career , wonderful family and a great fantastic life !"

15 years old ; "Aww how I miss watching PB&J Otter, Art Attack and Banana's in pajamas. How I wish I can turn back in time :("

hahaha does these things ever happened to you?

well it always happens to me .

and he** yeah I love living my life as a kid again .

sometimes when I lay down in bed . I always close my eyes and imagine if the life Im going through now is just a dream and Im still sleeping in my crib . hmph well it's not .

well theres something I learnt from this problem , is appreciate all the things we have now cause I know and I ebt you all know that the things we have now will or maybe not last forever .

so have great positive life now and be happy :)

p/s : tolong jgn tuduh org sembarangan ikut suke hati diri je okay :)