Friday, May 31, 2013

Why I write

Greetings :)


"Love is easy and I love writing.  You can't resist love.  You get an idea, someone says something and you're in love" - Ray Bradbury

Have you ever had mixed feelings, a bad day or even a surprising fantastic awesome event happening? Well what do you do about it, to make that memories last? To me, I write. I'm not really good in telling stories, so I express my feelings by writing. I don't know, writing just give me the feel of being happy and free sometimes.

I first started to write when I was 7 years old.  That's when my parents bought me a small yellow book with floral patterns on it.  They told me to write a story once a day.  Imagine being 7 and you have to write everyday.  I was confused and felt like it was a boring idea.  But I don't want to disappoint them, so I write even my stories are lame and doesn't make any sense.  Hey don't judge! I was only 7 okay :P Here's one of my favorite; 

Saturday. 23/8/03

Saya kucing.  Saya tidur dekat bakul.  Best orang bela.  Saya suka makan ikan dan nasi dan saya suka minum susu.  Sedap.  Ramai orang pegang bulu saya.  Akhirnya saya dah meninggal.  Sebenarnya saya ni hantu.

Err.. yeah and I got 2 stars from my dad.  Anyway that's not the point.  To me writing can be in any sort of forms.  It can be in a poem, a story or even just a sentence or two.  Writing gives me a some form of satisfaction.  Especially when I'm angry or frustrated at something and I can't do anything to help or to solve.  So I write.  Plus, all my writings and stories are my memories.  They are my history, my past that sometimes I've forgotten.  Another thing about writing, it reflects you or shows you that you were either right or wrong once upon a time ago.  I don't know if you get what I'm trying to explain but in short, writing gives me the freedom to be me.  

That's why I've been holding on to this blog for 5 years.  There are times when I think I should just delete this thing, no one ever reads it.  But that's not what matters.  What matters is that I can write and share and most important thing is, I can be me.  What I meant 'I can be me' is that I can at least express my thoughts here.  Yeah of course I don't post my personal stuff here.  Hehe I've got that hidden in a secret place.  

The conclusion is, I'm gonna continue my writing and no one can stop me from doing it.  Plus one day when I'm famous, this bloggy thingy will come in handy.  Trust me, whenever the press keeps on bugging me to tell my past, the story how I grew up.  Easy, I'll just tell them to read my blog! Haha okay now I'm imagining stuff that is not going to happen.  

This is my all time favorite;

"Love is when you know that person's flaw but you still accept them who they are and care them with all your heart because no one is perfect.  Even you yourself are not perfect.  So stop judging people around and love more" 

I can't remember when I wrote this but wow I didn't expect myself to write like this.  To the past me, bravo girl, bravo!

Wednesday, May 29, 2013

let's partayyyyyy

Greetings :)


Once again we're finally reunited! Yeah yesterday was one of the most enjoying yet memorable day I've ever had.  Imagine dah lama tak jumpa dengan mereka dan akhirnya bila berjumpa, naaa semua tak dapat kawal mulut. Haha I mean, semua seronok nak berjoyah.  

I finally realized that I need to polish my bowling skills.  Iyelah, dah lama tak main kan. Dah lah berat bola bowling tu.  Dear pengurus bowling center, please understand that I'm not that strong to carry those heavy bowling balls.  I need a size 6 please, not 8. Seriously. Seliuh tangan kejap main tangan kanan kejap tukar tangan kiri.

Dearest Aisyah and Afiqah, thanks for everything semalam.  I really missed you both a lot and trust me if I could go back in time, I would go and spend time with you both.  Time flies really fast when you're enjoying it.  Oh ye tak lupe jugak tiga jejaka *pfft* yang sudi layan karenah kami.  

Ikan pari dalam perigi,
Ada hari kita berjimba lagi. 

Haha terasa diri ini awesome gitu :P

Tuesday, May 28, 2013

Huhihuhi

Greetings :)



 

Huhihuhi tak sabar nak berjimba esok.  I really missed them :> 


Its been 5 days of holidays and I haven't even touch my homework yet.  Gosh I'm so lazy to do it.  So yeah Imma start do it when I feel like doing it, which I'm not sure when but we'll just wait and see kay?  Right now, I am craving for a oreo cheesecake.  And by craving, I really mean like nak makan sekarang jugak! Haha dari minggu exam lagi I've been craving to eat that cheesecake.  The only problem I'm having right now is bila nak buat? I'm a busy teenager.  Okay fine alasan tak cukup kukuh. Nak seribu daya, tak nak seribu dalih. Kalau nak makan kena buat sendiri. Baiklah :I


Sudah lah tak dapat makan oreo cheesecake, ade pulak orang aniaya diri yang lemah ini :<




Nama dirahsiakan sebab tak pepasal nanti ramai pulak orang nak ngorat dia. Haha okay diam :I
This is sangat annoying.  I mean seriously annoying. They say that doa orang teraniaya dimakbulkan sooooo hehe. Btw, Happy belated birthday :) Dah tua daaa so tolong matang sikit boleh? And tolong faham that I am much cuter than you are :3  Okay enough, tu je :P Nanti tulis lebih-lebih lain pula jadinya. 

I got a strong feeling that ayah is going to read this.  Haha hi ayah :D 
Baiklah nak undur diri dulu, adieu ~

Sunday, May 26, 2013

It's been a while... again


Greetings :)



I'm baaaaaaack~ plus I've survived from those midyear exams *phew*


So yeah, this time cuti 2 weeks and this is the only time where our holidays panjang macam ni.  Cikgu semua dah sibuk cakap, "haaa ini je cuti awak yang panjang, gunakan cuti ni sebaiknya" okay okay kami tahu.  Haritu balik je dah bawak 3 buku success yang berat lagi tebal tu.  Ahhh kalau tak bukak jugak tak tahu lah.  Cepat lah kesedaran dan keinsafan datang haha.  Dah lah dengan kerja kursus addmaths bagai lagi.  I seriously don't know how to do it.  I'm a dead meat :/


For the past few days ni, sibuk tolong bonda kemas office baru dia.  Bila tengok orang ade office sendiri ni rasa macam tak sabarnya nak habis sekolah so I can go to work and have my own office pastu boleh decorate-decorate bilik. Hew hew :3 kalau kat sekolah, letak je gambar atas meja and locker... mula lah orang lain datang nak tengok pastu dok meng-comment "ehh ni gambar sape?" "lain nya muka kau dengan family kau" "hehe sape budak ni" bla bla bla.  Semua nak jadi joyah haha. 


Setelah beberape bulan tidur dengan selimut yang tak best, well actually selimut tu nipis.  I've finally bought a new one.  And this time that selimut tebal plus sangat lembut.  Rasa macam tidur dekat awan je.  Haha okay tu melampau.  


Harini dak dak yang pergi kem chemistry dah balik.  Wuuu dapatlah berjimba dengan Izzy lepas ni.  Banyak nak gossip pasal elyar ~ 


        

Friday, May 3, 2013

Akhirul Kalam

My life is all glitters and rainbows

Greetings :)

Its been a month since I last post something.  Whoaa time flies really fast don't they? So yeah, many things had happened during this one month.  Sangat banyak event yang berlaku and coming soon exam midyear pulak.  Gosh I'm so totally not ready for that :I Ahh skip that, lets share some photos shall we ~ weeee ~


Seseri's drama crew behind the scene.  Seriously had a lot fun practicing although banyak 'drama' yang berlaku -,- but to be honest it was fun.


The competition was held at SM Sains Banting.  Sumpah sekolah tu lawa gila and I am totally jealous of them.  Oh yeah we got 5th place.  Okay lah tu I guess :I


Perkampungan Intelek 2013 at PWTC.  Selama 3 hari berturut-turut kena pergi sana and yeah, penat plus lenguh kaki.  Tapi the fun part is that belajar kat tempat ber-aircond although this year the room wasn't as cold as last years'. 

Seseri's Sports Day.  This year buat kat stadium lain, a smaller stadium.  The weather was super hot but it didn't stop us from having fun.  Iyelah tahun terakhir menyambut hari sukan kot.  Mana ada next year nak sambut hari sukan.  Epidendrium the hot-to-go got no.3 Super proud of you guys :D

                          
                          

                            

         

 you may call me 'flash' from now on haha

Okay thats all for now.  Im too tired to type *sigh*