This.

whatever.

"I don’t know where I stand in people’s lives. One minute they treat me like I’m someone special, then nothing the next"

It sucks when your competition is much better than you.  Yeah it kills me emotionally for not being able to compete, or at least be at the same line as the competitor.  It kills me really deep.  The person inside me kept shouting screaming said that she can do it but deep down inside, I know that I'm never good enough.  So whatever.  I'm tired of saying "it's okay".  Tired of saying "I don't care".  Tired of saying "I'm sorry".  Tired of listening to their excuses.  Tired of being an option.  Tired of cheering people up when I myself isn't happy.  Tired of pretending as if I don't have feelings.  And most of all, I'm tired of being me.  Whatever.

Ahh what is this sesi luahan perasaan doing here.  Gosh what has gotten into me .___.

Syawal '13

Greetings :) 

Its raya peeps ~ well they say raya + trial = TRayal.  To me, raya + trial = whatever.  Entahlah lately ni rasa macam nak give up pun ada.  Okay enough of this sesi luahkan perasaan.   No one bloody cares pun.  

Eid ul Mubarak

Greetings :) 

Happy Eid Mubarak! May Allah accept your prayers along this Ramadhan. Forgive me if I've done anything wrong secara sengaja atau tak.  

confused.

Greetings.

I'm stressed.  Yes help me, please.  I don't know how am I going to survive this trial.  I'm loss at words.  I don't know what to do, what to say even what to feel.  And currently there are a lot of 'what if' questions playing on my head.  Am I the only who's feeling this way? Who is worried over small matters? If that's so, why me? Arghh that's it.  Imma stop babbling and start doing what I should be doing, pray and study. 

adieu. 

Moments.

Greetings :)

I have no idea what to type so imma just post random pictures.  Fasten your seat belts and lets goooooo ~

I'm gonna miss them :'>

We've been chased, we've been accused, we've been scolded but we still smile because we don't give a damn. 

She kept calling me 'Zawendy' and I never understand why.  

 

Chiqa doraemon. Oh ye, AiNazmi >:]

Le Helpilly

Okay I'm out of good pictures to post.  As you all know, Raya is around the corner... sooo

"...but do remember that Trial SPM pun around the corner jugak" Oh shhhhhht :I

NO!

Greetings.

Didn't ask for this to happen.