“The Endless Tale ”
Tuesday, December 31, 2013 || 2:00 AM
5 days more and I'll be locked up in a tower with fire flamming breathing dragons but I'll be waiting patiently for my one and only prince to come and save me from those nightmares where soon we'll live happily ever after telling our romance stories to our little cute angels. Okay that was kinda lame. Sorry for that.
Anyways, 2013 is about to leave us. I heard that some ask why celebrate a new year? It doesn't have anything to do with our religion or beliefs or bla bla bla. Blegh what they say. Every people have their own opinion whether its right or slightly incorrect. What matters is as long as this thing does not effect our live the way it is, then its a fine for me.
For me this year had brought me lots and lots of meaningful stuff yeah of course some bitter moments too. But without those bitter sour salty hateful moments I won't gained new experiences. Now you may think that I'm talking crap here. The thing is, without those hardships I won't be who I am today. And I'm not afraid of facing another hardship because God won't burden His people with things they're not capable with.
To those who are sad, be happy. Youth is not going to wait any longer. Have a pleasant year peeps.
Saturday, December 28, 2013 || 12:05 AM
It’s funny how someone who was just a stranger last year,
can mean so much to you now.
It’s terrible that someone who meant so much to you last year,
can be just a stranger now.
It’s amazing what a year can do.
That's how life works aite? People change. Everyone change. Even I myself never thought I'd be like this. But there are things which we know won't change and that is memories. It stays on your mind and sometimes if you're sad, it haunts you. I might sound crazy to you but blegh who cares. Just believe in yourself and remember that everything happens for a reason. Someone once told me do not overthink, because overthinking kills. So stop!
2014 in 3 days. Happy upcoming new year.
Monday, December 23, 2013 || 11:28 PM
2013 is about to end a few days. Huh time does fly don't they? Especially when you are having fun being young.
What has this year thought me? To be honest this year I realize that sometimes whats best for me won't always be the thing that I like and maybe the thing that I like the most may not always be good. I also realize that people change. It hurts, yeah hell a lot but nothing will ever stay the same in life. The only thing that won't change is the memories created and moments cherished. Damn I miss my girls.
The bloody camp is coming near and I'm not even ready yet. Ingat lagi masa dapat tahu kena pergi dulu and I was like jumping up and down sebab terlalu terkejut with the classmates and dia orang semua macam pujuk cakap everything's gonna be fine you're gonna get through this. Without realizing I cried. Haha bukan sebab sedih but sebab takut what's gonna happen to me there, what's gonna happen to others here. I overthink too much and it kinda kills me inside. Although sekarang dah pasrah, I still hate whenever someone tweet or post about plkn lagi beberapa hari. Argh diamlah bijjes! whoops :O
So this may be the last time we say goodbye. Adieu.
Tuesday, December 10, 2013 || 7:06 AM
"Just know that wherever you are, I miss you and I wish you were here"
News flash, 2014 will arrive in less than 3 weeks. Damn. Rasa macam baru semalam start masuk form 5. In fact rasa macam baru semalam masuk asrama. Okay lagi teruk, rasa macam baru semalam start masuk sekolah rendah. Haha dengan bag besar yang boleh tarik tu, naik bas balik sekolah. Pastu bawak bekal and makan kat kantin. Time tu duit belanja dapat 70 sen je, itu pun kalau nak beli barang untuk seni. How time flies.
The other day dah checked plkn punya results. Surprise surprise I got Kem Warisan, Masjid Tanah, Melaka. To be honest I'm not really sure whether to feel happy about it or not. Iyelah tempat dekat kot lagipun ada yang cakap tempat to baru. Whatevs we'll just see nanti. But what scares me the most is that I have to start all over again. Dari segi mental and fizikal. When I said start all over again means I'll meet new people, make new friends and yeah that somehow frightens me. Entahlah, orang kata belum cuba belum tahu.
Anyway, thanks to that most of my plans are ruined. Yeepeeyaayow. Darn it why can't they ask for our opinions first? I mean kalau nak sangat campak orang masuk tempat macam tu, tengok latar belakang la dulu. I've waited like 2 years untuk feel free but then kena pergi some place where I'll be lock up again. Unfair.
Enough of that, tak kemana pun. So long story short, I'll be heading to Shah Alam this week. Baru ingat nak pergi KL. I really want to go to kinokuniya. Correction, I really NEED to go there. Haha, I exaggerate too much kan? Who cares ~
We have finally come to an end of me having no ideas. So farewell.