“The Endless Tale ”
Tuesday, April 8, 2014 || 10:50 AM
It has been about 4 months since I last updated and yeah I'm back from that 'bloody 3-months camp'. Alhamdulillah I am still alive after being physically and mentally tortured. Okay sorry for exaggerating, to be honest the camp wasn't so bad at all. In fact I fell in love with it. I fell in love with the memories I had, the experiences I gained, the knowledge I learned and the people I met.
There I realized that sometimes you don't get what you want and you just have to live with what you have. All this while my circle of friends are mostly people from my same kind of league. But there I found out that there are many people who are much more wild than I am, much more experience than me, more outstanding than others I've known and yeah I never thought that I can manage to make friends with all these type of people.
Lets get to main point. At that camp I've met with these wonderful people who naturally understands me. Together we share our laughter, sorrows and anger. We joked and fooled around, we gossiped about the people we hate, we helped each other sending 'love notes' to our crush, we shared any new info, we gave out our opinion and we, well we loved each other. I missed them.
“Our lives are storybooks that we write for ourselves; wonderfully illustrated by the people we meet.”
From strangers to friends who understand each other. We came from different backgrounds, our interest aren't exactly the same but we managed to create a special bond, something so special that I can't explain. I've so many things to say about them but I just don't know how to put it in words.
Dear Bell, Wawa and Navy,
Thank you for everything. I miss you guys.
Tuesday, December 31, 2013 || 2:00 AM
5 days more and I'll be locked up in a tower with fire flamming breathing dragons but I'll be waiting patiently for my one and only prince to come and save me from those nightmares where soon we'll live happily ever after telling our romance stories to our little cute angels. Okay that was kinda lame. Sorry for that.
Anyways, 2013 is about to leave us. I heard that some ask why celebrate a new year? It doesn't have anything to do with our religion or beliefs or bla bla bla. Blegh what they say. Every people have their own opinion whether its right or slightly incorrect. What matters is as long as this thing does not effect our live the way it is, then its a fine for me.
For me this year had brought me lots and lots of meaningful stuff yeah of course some bitter moments too. But without those bitter sour salty hateful moments I won't gained new experiences. Now you may think that I'm talking crap here. The thing is, without those hardships I won't be who I am today. And I'm not afraid of facing another hardship because God won't burden His people with things they're not capable with.
To those who are sad, be happy. Youth is not going to wait any longer. Have a pleasant year peeps.
Saturday, December 28, 2013 || 12:05 AM
It’s funny how someone who was just a stranger last year,
can mean so much to you now.
It’s terrible that someone who meant so much to you last year,
can be just a stranger now.
It’s amazing what a year can do.
That's how life works aite? People change. Everyone change. Even I myself never thought I'd be like this. But there are things which we know won't change and that is memories. It stays on your mind and sometimes if you're sad, it haunts you. I might sound crazy to you but blegh who cares. Just believe in yourself and remember that everything happens for a reason. Someone once told me do not overthink, because overthinking kills. So stop!
2014 in 3 days. Happy upcoming new year.
Monday, December 23, 2013 || 11:28 PM
2013 is about to end a few days. Huh time does fly don't they? Especially when you are having fun being young.
What has this year thought me? To be honest this year I realize that sometimes whats best for me won't always be the thing that I like and maybe the thing that I like the most may not always be good. I also realize that people change. It hurts, yeah hell a lot but nothing will ever stay the same in life. The only thing that won't change is the memories created and moments cherished. Damn I miss my girls.
The bloody camp is coming near and I'm not even ready yet. Ingat lagi masa dapat tahu kena pergi dulu and I was like jumping up and down sebab terlalu terkejut with the classmates and dia orang semua macam pujuk cakap everything's gonna be fine you're gonna get through this. Without realizing I cried. Haha bukan sebab sedih but sebab takut what's gonna happen to me there, what's gonna happen to others here. I overthink too much and it kinda kills me inside. Although sekarang dah pasrah, I still hate whenever someone tweet or post about plkn lagi beberapa hari. Argh diamlah bijjes! whoops :O
So this may be the last time we say goodbye. Adieu.