“The Endless Tale ”
Stay, don't leave.
Saturday, November 30, 2013 || 11:47 PM
It has been 4 days of holiday and I've still haven't done anything productive. Haih I know, I am such boring person. I've been thinking of trying to look for a part-time job but at the same time I don't wanna grow up. I'm not ready for all the hectic routines and bla bla bla.
So what to do now? Ahhh wa tak tahu nak buat apa. Nak ambik lesen kereta, sempat ke? Dalam bulan Jan dah kena pergi PLKN. Gahh hopefully it is somewhere yang memudahkan dan tak menyeksakan jiwa, fizikal, mental, rohani, jasmani.
Lately I've been having a lot of plans or ideas to write about. But then again its just the matter of courage to send to the publishers. I don't know, its just I don't have the confidence to submit my work of art (cehh) and lately I've been fighting a lot with my emotions. Sometimes I just want to be an adult, being free and all stuff but at the same time I want to be a child again, not having to make decisions. It's hard for me to adapt but I'm trying tho.
Dalam kesempatan ini juga, I would like to tell you about how much I appreciate the times we had spent together. I know that distance has been a bother but thank you for your patience of handling my craziness and sometimes my unpredictable unexplainable unbalance emotions and thoughts. This year, my senior year had been much more meaningful than I had ever thought it would be. I would also like to apologize if through out this year I've had been a nuisance to you or what so ever. Jangan tak mengaku, I know that I can be annoying sometimes, okay all the time but hey nobody's perfect kan? So please accept my apology *cute face.jpg* If by any chance you are reading this, yeah this is for you.
Okay that was awkward. Have a nice holiday peeps. Adieu.
|| 1:15 AM
Finally after spending my 2 years of teenage years, I am finally a free bij! Haha I'm no longer a school student so yeah I thought it would be a fun thing. But let me tell you something, it's not as fun as I thought it would be. Yeah of course at first I thought that this was a dream come true, a prayer being answered but I was blinded by the fact that I was gonna say goodbye to my dear friends. Those dear friends who are more likely a family to me. Those dear friends who had helped me through thick and thin. Those dear friends who understands me. Those dear friends whom I love dearly.
So I would like to thank all of you for giving me a fabulous, marvelous, awesome, lovable, sweet memories and experiences. Thank you very much and may god bless. You guys will be missed dearly. Once an Estrella, forever an Estrella.
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Friday, November 8, 2013 || 12:56 AM
weih I love this man!
SPM day 2 and yeah still alive.
Saturday, October 12, 2013 || 11:04 AM
its getting nearer
its getting bigger
I'm getting nervous
How am I going to face this?