im sorry .

the smile on your face

it seems that everything was fine to you .

even you broke my heart .

you didnt even notice it . i kept it in my heart .

even though it hurts . a lot more rather you share it with words .

im sorry .

i am now blank . my heart is now in pieces .

and i do know so do you .

when in times like this all i need is a friend .

who is willing to help me to overcome it .

who is here to stay with me .

who will lend me a shoulder for me to rely on .

but who will accept those sellfishness needs ?

only you . a friend who is willing to do it .

im sorry . i know im wrong .

i know you are mad . but havent you see all this time ?

what have i sacrificed for you ?

but you still want to show it .

you still want to make me feel the WORSE .

yeah . maybe i am that terrible .

i am that stupid . i am that horrilbe .

but hey , i do care bout you .

but its all over i guess . and thats what you want right ?

ive been thingking bout the same thing too .

but i dont really sure if i want to be free .

im just afraid that i will miss the moments and regret it .

but its the same thing if i dont want to be free .

im afraid that i will be hurt a lot more and i will also regret it .

but we humans only have to pick one right ?

so i chose to stay . and hope so that ive made the right choice .

im wrong .

i really cant believe that you are letting me free .

for all these time we've had .

for all those up and downs we faced .

for all those happiness together .

you sure ?

you sure on what youre making ?

you sure this is the right choice ?

if it is , then let me free .

if its not , then let me know .

if it is , let me go .

if its not , say that you mean it so .

- just a piece of scrap beneath my heart -

origanally by me .